Was doing well, till I saw her yesterday.
Said hello and “Hi” that’s it.
Haha I actually rather her rejecting me than to doing this to me. So bloody confuse. How did we even come to this state? We were so fucking close just weeks ago. Fuck my life. Haha
I guess letting go is the best choice,
She deserve someone better anyway.
Well look at the bright side, she’s happier this way too! Ahahah
But wait, I don’t deserve this, I want to be happy too. Why can’t I have a chance to be happy. Fuck I hate pretending to be alright.
To love and be loved and appreciated. That’s my only goal in life. If possible, I wanna make the world a happier place, I want to make a difference.
Went window shopping with ma poly mates today and told myself I must not spend on anything. Guess what? I fucking failed. LOL
Just trying the A&F tees to know my size heh. Hopefully Jordan’s friend can help buy hehehe 😌
Got the Ben Sherman polo tee and it cost 80 😭💸💸💸 fucking pain. But it’s nice ahahah and tat red wings gonna get it soon LOLLL and gonna order my protein soon manz. Gonna start my cutting. Need to cut off those moobs and fats sigh.
“Don’t expect, don’t hope, just do nothing”